I realised something.I have not worked hard enough for the mid year examintaion this time round.
I was just not ready and is still juggling with homeworks, revision and time. And recently, i had nightmares for like 3 consecutive days? maybe i was just pessimistic, call me a pessimist if you want, i dont care. What i know is that im well afraid of the upcoming major event: O'level! Theres too many competitors and hey i want to go to Junior college of my choice which is Victoria Jc. However, saying is just not enough. I knew i have to work hard for it. Guess what? I am also feeling terribly sad.Just disappointed.I think having An A for one of the subject would be a miracle for me. Anyway, miracles dont always happen right?Gosh . what am i missing? Myelf?maybe.Recently, i have become someone who is lack of responsibility and lack of hard work , in other words, lazy arse. This certainly dont sound like Asyqah. I should be strong for my dad and mum. Yes! I should! I need help, but its okay, i'll help myself by taking small steps.
First, by doing the whole POA TYS:D AND I MUST REMIND MYSELF NOT TO TOTALLY RELY ON FRIENDS, sometimes even your closest friend might back stab you.am i right? Dont deny such true fact.i just realised who is my true friend. Its Hasvin^^ Thank You Hasvin!xoxo
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